My dear friends, great minds think alike and you guys (M:e, Paul and Lessa) have unequivocally convinced me to stay where I am for the time being. I do feel a bit safer here, kind of like being in a sheltered cove within a large and powerful lake.
I'm VERY glad that I've dipped my toes into the water once again and have found a new place for myself but I'm not yet ready to feel the full blast of bloggerdom.
Besides, this really is still just my place to vent and talk about me, not as much about sex and spanking (cause there is none of that in sight anytime soon). Not that that is a bad thing, just that it does single me out as a little different from the rest.
Not so much because I'm not being spanked or having sex, but because in this place and this time right now, I honestly don't care enough to try to change anything. Family health takes precedence over everything else right now and although it has been hard to face, that has forced me to accept life as it is now (and to be happy and content within those parameters).
Anyway, I do feel safe here and I also know that here I CAN vent about anything or everything (yet somehow having that freedom makes it less of a necessity to actually do that). I know I am surrounded by my very best friends who only seek to share my life with me and offer their support. This place doesn't have a persona of its own besides being my little piece of cyberspace, no hidden agenda, no great expectations except to be the truth, my truth, shared with you.
Thank you for giving me this gift, on this day... you each make every day a miracle!
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If anything we had to say helped sweety, then I'm glad.... but I've never doubted that you'll do what's right for you with or without it.
Remember, it was you who shared with me what you'd learned about listening to our internal dialogue, and sometimes the rest of the world, especially here in cyberia, can drown that dialogue out.
So.... to one of the little miracles in my own life... a big hug and lots of love.
xxx
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