Well, why not?Fanning the flames seemed the perfect transition and description of life as it's been and as it now stands for me. Yes, I've been an active participant in this Blogger community before, sometimes as a reader, sometimes as a commenter, sometimes as a lurker. And yes, I've changed my "identity," not because I feel any less "connected" to my old one, but at least for now, the only way I feel remotely comfortable stepping back out into the public eye is to remain anonymous to some folks. So this will have to do for now.
I'm making no promises, no guarantees as to how often I'll post or whether or not I'll write anything worth reading or commenting on. Though the posting thing is hardly new to me, everything is new in some respects... my life has changed unalterably in the past few months. Not all bad, certainly not all good, and hopefully it will continue to change for the better. But like it or not, it is in flux, so this place will undoubtedly see tremendous changes, too.
If anything I've said strikes your fancy or makes you wonder, feel free to stick around for as long a time as you like. I'm very happy to see you!
By the way, though I've been deliberating about returning to blogging for quite some time, my final decision was made quite quickly, purely out of convenience. That being said, I WILL be making lots of changes to the appearance of the blog, too, so don't worry, it won't look this way for too long. But I LOVE the overall look and feel of this template, so at least it is a good starting point.

7 comments:
Hannah, I welcome you back to cyber space. I have never told you before but the day you left has left me feeling that I had a pain inside that would not heal.
I will be here reading any time you post. Be it daily, weekly or monthly.
You can fan a flame and it does flicker but will not go out. May your flame be a fire that once again brightens cyber space.
A big hug from me to you.
Welcome back sweety
love and hugs xxx
David - Thank you for sharing that with me... I knew you were hurting but I had no idea of the depth. Well, maybe I did but I didn't want to, LOL. Couldn't see past my own confusion. It feels good (albeit a bit weird) to be "back."
Mthc - You aren't the only one who still sees me as my old identity... I'll carry, and feel, that inside my soul always. It's as much a part of me as breathing. But you have to know why right now is not the time for me to use it. I just need this little safe place of anonymity for a while. I really hope you understand, and I love you!
M:e - Thanks! You don't still have a public blog, right? If so, please let me know... as it was not my intention to leave you off my list of links! Maybe with me posting again, I'll even hear from you a bit more often, lol.
Happy hugs all around, and protective, good thoughts hugs for David and Mthc right now!
Hannah
hey sweety,
I like the name Hannah... and well, when I think of you its your real name... so any nick you choose is ok to me...
it is good to see you back online.. and I fully understand you not wanting to know the whole wide web world...
I absolutely agree with David... even a tiny little flame can keep hope burning... and a little flame can warm your hands and heart... we don't need a big bonfire... though every once in a while that is nice...
love, lessa
Hannah, welcome back girl, whatever name you use you always be a very special person.
I wrote about ten minutes before your email arrived,
Keep well dear friend.
Love and warm hugs,
Paul.
Lessa - *smiles* I feel so much better, just taking the step back into blogging, though it still feels strange to me under this name. I do like it though, but it doesn't feel like "me" nearly as much as my other one. Hopefully it will grown on me...
Paul - So you figured it out even before my email, eh? Hardly a surprise! You know me better than almost anyone out here, lol. Your support means a great deal to me!
Love to everybody!
Hannah
Hannah,
Glad to see you back. As I thought about the name you picked for your blog, I had to smile. You always did just that, in a very good way.
Walk in Peace,
R
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